Serenading Stanley by John Inman

Author:John Inman [Inman, John]
Language: eng
Format: epub

Chapter 9

STANLEY had classes all the next day, but he didn’t learn a thing. Instead, he spent the day walking into walls and dropping pencils and staring through classroom windows, lost in thought. His mind was too busy rehashing everything that had happened the night before for any serviceable knowledge to seep in. And while a lot of his preoccupation had to do with Roger Jane, a surprising amount of it was also centered on Ramon and ChiChi.

They had seemed so in love with each other. What must it have been like for Ramon, seeing the way ChiChi had chosen to work his way through massage training? To be in love with the man and still know that one floor up from where Ramon laid his head every night, ChiChi was sexually servicing a host of strangers. After all, only a fool would believe those were legitimate massages being practiced in 6D. The worst part, of course, was that not ten feet below, Ramon, the man who loved ChiChi, lay alone in his bed listening to every sound.

Could Ramon’s love for ChiChi really be strong enough to overcome that? Could anyone’s love be that strong? How did Ramon handle it? How could he trust his heart to someone like ChiChi? How did he ignore all those noises creeping down from above, and how could he simply disregard all the imaginings that must have torn through his head about what those noises meant? And if ChiChi really loved Ramon back, why would he put Ramon through all that?

How would Stanley feel if he knew Roger was downstairs doing the same thing? Would he be able to accept it and still keep his feelings for the man intact? Stanley wasn’t sure. Well, yes he was. He couldn’t do it. It would hurt too much. Way too much. People in love shouldn’t have to be miserable because of it, should they? It should be all trust and bluebirds and walks in the park. That’s what love should be about. That’s what it was like in the movies. Why shouldn’t love be that way in real life too?

And that thought pulled Stanley up short.

Love. Real life. Had he just admitted to himself he was in love with Roger Jane? He knew he was infatuated, of course. He knew he was in lust with the guy. Hell, after getting one tiny glimpse of Roger standing there with his Adonis body and his magical green eyes and those strong, beautiful arms, who the hell wouldn’t be in lust with him?

But love? Had Stanley already crossed that threshold where there was no turning back? Shit. He didn’t even have to ask himself twice. He knew it was true. There wasn’t one teeny tiny doubt in his mind.

Dammit, he was already head over heels in love with Roger Jane. He was! It’s exactly what he had feared would happen, and now, by God, it had. Hadn’t it? Love. Shit!

And what would Roger do when he found out? For

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